Standstill

Actually am feeling pretty blue with many emo nemo thoughts but DreamWerkz Camp: Rediscover 2013 actually made it a lil better. 

Since August, time has been zooming by and sleep has been scarce. Nothing was short of spectacular for the month of August and now that it's over I'm still feeling a little dreamy. 

Now that all the major events we have to plan for is over, I'm left with smaller performances to deal with and feelings to confront. 

Never felt more confused, more paradoxical than ever. 

What I believe in and what I'm doing now are at loggerheads. Yet, everything seems so right. Sometimes I wish so badly that I could live in my own little bubble without having to face people I don't want to, hold conversations I'm not interested in and eliminate all negative feelings. 

It's always an inevitable cycle - I brood over people/things, someone/something comes in and distracts me from all the negativity, I get over the person/thing I used to brood over, I get involved in that distraction and I start feeling 'things' again. 

I just know things are gonna turn for the worse some time in the future but for now I just wish time could come to a standstill and allow me to enjoy and savour this moment.

Embarking on new directions, it's time to improve on my dancing skills!