And it is within this last 2 weeks that I injured my back, finger and feet D: talk about perfect timing. When I jumped and landed in a wrong angle that caused a sharp pain in my feet, I just rubbed the affected spot and was up again doing full outs and running about. Everything seemed fine till today when I absent-mindedly wore heels and aggravated the injury. So I went to a sinseh for the 1st time in my life. Never could I have prepared myself for the pain that would come. I cried and laughed so hard at the same time, grabbed my mum's hand way too hard and am hurting even more than before I visited the sinseh.
I remember, when I was younger, I used to tell my cousin's my "life's goal" was to sprain my ankle 'cuz it seemed so cool to have a cast around your ankle that everyone could sign on :') I still find it cool though. But experiencing it once is enough.
So... All this senseless dancing, I'm bound to miss it once it's over. It's still a little hard to digest that these 3 months or so of preparation are gonna be put out for judgement. Yet I don't feel mentally prepared. My wig problem isn't settled, my costume change problem isn't settled, and now I've got an injury to care about. Even worst, the props aren't ready to be seen. But then again, I know somehow we will work our magic and give a final burst of energy and determination to solve these issues and put up a good show.
3 more weeks to my 21st! I no longer look forward to my birthday 'cuz they hold no form of joy or excitement to me but I hope this year would be different despite there not being any fancy parties or celebration. Just having a simple dinner with different groups of friends that have stuck around through these years. Hope it'll be heartwarming and not much of a hassle/fuss to me or my friends. Praying so hard this year would be different and better than the other years *.*
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