3rd Year-sary!

Today is too important of a day to not blog about.
It's Nicholas' & I's 3rd Year Anniversary!

I have to say I never expected us to last this long and it's just so crazy that we did especially with all the drama we've ever gone through together. 

We have quarreled on the bus so loudly before that the entire bus just fell silent to listen to us shout at each other, we have screamed and cried at the mrt station before, we quarreled with an uncle on the bus before - this incident was funny 'cuz it had Nicholas hurling vulgarities and pointing middle fingers at the uncle while the uncle did the same back to us, all because apparently I had kicked his chair _|_

The things that happen to Nicholas and I can sometimes be very much like a snippet taken from a Chinese drama. You may think it'll never happen in reality but in my relationship it does! haha.

Out of all this, I will be honest and say that throughout the 3 years of being together, it's definitely not the easiest of jobs to continue loving the other party whole-heartedly for 3 years straight. So we have our days where we stray but it is when you think of what we've been through and perhaps how someone else may never understand you as well as him that you still go back to him at the end of the day.

Like the other day, I was telling Nicholas in the car how much he meant to me 'cuz I'm so afraid that if we break, it may take me so long to find someone else who would be willing to do the same things he does for me. 

Eg. Ignoring the part where he went to the thai disco to drink, he'd drank till 5 in the morning, slept one hour IN THE CAR and woke up just to come fetch me to work without me asking him to.

In this 3 year adventure, never once have we uttered the words "break up". I feel that when you say those words, whether or not it realises, part of you or the person who says it means it. Which is why I think relationships that sees the couple breaking and 'patching' all the time will never last. And sometimes the thought of breaking up does surface in my mind but it's just for a fleeting moment. But then you think of how life would be alone without him...

Whatever happens in the future is anyone's guess but for now as long as we're together, I still love you Nicholas Tan!