Vlogger Sng?

I used to think I would grow up and do all these awesome possum things. 

But I grew up, and did nothing awesome.

I've always toyed with the idea of being a vlogger but I'm sitting here wondering what it takes for a vlogger to be successful, and this hugeass uncertainty pulls me back down to earth. But I've sat at a desk for a year now and I hate it. I hate it a lot. I don't wanna move to a bigger desk with a bigger paycheck. I want to be someone who follows their passion and make something good out of it. 

Sitting here wondering doesn't get me anywhere...