Tired

Really don't mean to be a seeping source of negativity but life can be so trying sometimes. 

I dislike new environments, but with no new environment, there will be no change or improvements. 

I could blame everyone and everything but I think it's just me. I allow myself to slip into this routine and habit. Don't wanna be too comfortable, but don't wanna be on my tippy toes all the time either.

At least for every demon, comes two angels who look out for me. Just gotta grit my teeth & charge forward because if everything came easy, we'd never treasure what we have.

*chants* stay positive stay positive ~ don't cryyyyy ~ *end chant*