Silence

In the dead of the night, you hear the cries of the forgotten.
The most cruel thoughts creep up to you and begs for attention.

I've been gone most of the time now, busy with dance and studies.
I seem to have lost the grasp of what's most important to me. Does my love for dance justify the amount of time I put into it?
The last time I met up with friends aside from studying, was during CNY. Am I gonna allow my life to revolve solely around dance, although no one knows the kind of joy it gives me especially when I know I've improved leaps & bounds from the first time I touched hip hop?
I surely do love the people & the enthusiasm coming from everyone, but sometimes I'm afraid I have fallen deeper than I ever expected myself to have.
This restlessness of the mind when I am home isn't healthy. I don't know what I'm doing to myself.

I suppose it's juz the occasional midnight thoughts. This will pass. I hope.