B2UTYs

Since my blog's unintentionally fairly famous now and it's easier to spread my message around, I'll blog it all out here.

I'm sure many will scoff and say I deserve it but I believe in protecting my friends from all the cowards who gan us on their stupid facebook walls and twitter pages.

You assholes start to attack my friends who defend me and find all the ridonkulous traits about them to talk about. 

For example, age. Is it wrong to be older than the rest? Aren't your idols older than you too?

I am pretty sure most of you aren't even older than me. You say I may be older than you so what? Hey look, you're the one who is talking about all the things you wanna do to me BEHIND MY BACK. Eh fuck, you wanna find trouble? Come text me and tell me where and what time you wanna meet. THERE IS NO NEED TO PLOT TO ACT LIKE A BUYER FROM MY BLOGSHOP JUST TO MEET ME AND BASH ME UP.

You think in the entire singapore there is only your gang? Come try me. 

In every post you accuse us of being SLUTS. Come on la, sluts are people who sleep around, not people who just wanna see their idols. 

Talking about us being the bitch, who is the real bitch? Going around spreading rumors that we made 2pm change rooms and delay schedules? There is one thing I am extremely sure of: Whatever we did, we did after they checked out and boarded the plane. I can swear on that but apparently everyone seems to have gotten their sources wrong and is now putting the blame on us. 

Me wanting to stalk in a maxi is my own problem. There is no fucking need to curse that I would trip on my dress and die. This all started 'cuz I posted a sensitive pic and apparently raided whatever room, so I deserve to die? 

Don't you think you deserve some sort of horrible punishment for 

1. Cursing someone else to die

2. Letting your parents down by spending so much time discussing on such matters when you should be probably studying since I suppose most of you are from secondary schools?

You insulted me by saying I came from a lousy JC. Don't you think you are not only insulting me but the rest of my school??

Don't talk so much la, just tell me at the end of your Os where you get posted to k? For some of you who play gang, I don't believe you can go far either. Maybe you can, but by spending so much time bashing other people, you hinder your academic progress. 

I believe most of you now are no longer bashing me on the relevant things anymore. In fact you're finding totally irrelevant things to bash on. I don't know what this is about but I believe all you girls are blowing things out of proportion. 

You say I'm older than you yet I'm acting extremely immature? Oh great, look who's talking now. I think I am older than you for a reason 'cuz right now, with this blog post I'm writing out now, I am addressing the fucking problem you have with me and not scolding all you girls on my twitter whatsoever. I have the guts to write it to you straight ('cuz I'm sure one of you will read it somehow anyway).

Look, now girls, save all your effort on plotting out some sinister plan to bash me. If you want, I'm only a text away. I know you have my number 'cuz you've seen my blogshop and have taken interest in my Topshop Xray top which you were hesitant in buying 'cuz you were afraid that "it was worn by that BITCH!". 

With that said, haters gon' hate and I'm sure with whatever I typed above, probably only a little portion would go into your head and you will DEFINITELY have something to say. 

But remember, whatever you wanna say, please meet me out of this virtual world and say it in my face. If not, slam me online, but somewhere where no one will screenshot it and let me see it. 

Don't say I'm the one creating trouble, 'cuz your started all the trouble yourself and brought the trouble to me. Maybe if your itchy fingers never came to my blog you would never have had to gone thru all that teen angst you felt. 

On a side note, calistafaith is in no way related to me and all photos were originally from me. Fan account was probably also stolen and editted but I don't think it's right of you to bash her since she's supposedly 12. Maybe you could tell her what she's doing is wrong? But don't hurl all your expletives to her.

If B2ST knew that within B2UTYs there is such a fight going on, I wonder what will they think of us?
I wanna clarify that this was my personal blog till all you kpop fans brought the traffic in, and whatever I wrote and uploaded was true and was humbly brought to you by an eager B2UTY who wanted to show it to her friends. I sincerely never expected my blog to have been spread this wide 'cuz before all this saga it merely had a meagre amount of 30 odd uniques everyday?

Many of you say I'm not fit to be a B2UTY but honestly, what did I do? If you were in my shoes and you saw what I saw, would you not be excited? Maybe I shouldn't have posted anything up, yes. But at least now I've taken it down. But according to so many of you, when I post it up, I'm "trying to tarnish B2ST's name". And now that I remove it, I am "spreading rumours". Why oh why are you guys so hard to please? You want real hard evidence, I can show it to you guys but it must be a unanimous decision, not a separated one. 

I know with time, this episode will fade into the back of our heads but no amount of effort will be able to erase anything we heard or saw. But again, with time, we will all grow out of this Kpop era. I am 19 and I know my time spent in this fandom world will wear thin soon (which I'm sure many of you will be glad to hear), but so will you guys. I believe we are all here to appreciate their music and dance and not to bash other fans who truly appreciate what their idols do. I am not the first fan to be bashed but honestly, put your shoes into those who got bashed. Do you like crazy rumors of yourself being disseminated? 

This lengthy blog post will hardly change any of your mindsets of me, but remember that we were suppose to be a team. I make a mistake, You correct, and I never do it again.

I am only human and I erred. Are you saying you're perfect too?