WOOTS : random shit

it's currently 2.09 in the morning.
people normally blog at this time 'cus they can't sleep/just came home from partying

i dunno. i think i'm here 'cus i'm feeling really down. after reading some graduated girls blogs bout 'em feeling down/troubled, kinda raked up some unhappy thoughts in me too.
i'm currently wearing what i wore in e afternoon. that's more than 12 hours of wearing e same clothings :D Dirty Girl.

realised i can't leave my house without thick make-up anymore. in photos i still look pretty much like how i look in life w/o make-up. but i think if you saw me w make-up i break out of your always "Shermaine's this 13 yr old look-alike" stereotype thinking.
shut up & get over it lur.

juz some random thoughts i guess. i wna do a quiz juz like other people. could I?

1. What color is your shirt now?
Red

2. What's on your mind now?
How would Friday turn out, What time am I gna sleep, What should I do tmr & What should I do w my hair when school reopens. (??????)

3. What have u done yesterday?
Buy our couple slippers & mass shopping w my bf

4. Have you ever been in love?
Isn't it obvious?

5. Honestly feeling anything unusual today?
2 hours 17 mins from today {0000}, Yes

6. Is your heart occupied by anyone?
NONONO. Who am I kidding? Of cuz

7. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
I hate phonecalls. Kah Ho.

8. Are you jealous of somebody right now?
Not exactly. but i am a kid full of anger/hatred

9. What makes you sad most of the time?
Friends/Relationships/Not being able t go out/Being penniless

10. Are you thinking of someone right now?
I'm focus-ing on this quiz can? {can}

11. What you don't want in life?
Poverty/Misery/Unhappiness

12. Honestly do you want to see someone this very moment?
Not really. I want it t be night all day long.

13. What are your plans in the near future?
study alot harder, go jc then uni, be a successful lawyer & go Manhatten{spell check}/NewYork

14. Honestly do you love someone very much?
Yes, very much

15. Does anyone like you?
i guess. my friends.

16. What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
curse her, scold her, then cry

17. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yes, my mom :S

18. Do you swear when you're mad?
Yes, v often, sadly

19. When was the last time you really cried?
I'm not sure. I hate t cry.

20. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeahs. last year

21. What usually makes you cry?Love/Friends

22. Are you normally a happy person?
IT'S A SIN NOT T BE HAPPY

23. Does being with your friends make you happy?
how can i not? but depends on which 'friends'.

24. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
it's a natural reaction t get flattered yknow

25. Have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
yeah

26. Do you care about how you eat?
I do, all e time. i think bout it, get sad, decide not t eat, go t e kitchen, grab sth & start munching non-stop.
Is this called caring bout what i eat?
I don't eat only when I'm totally sad/angry/sick.

27. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something nice for someone?
well.. i can't rmb.

28. When you get embarrassed what usually happens?
My mom would laugh first, then everyone laughs. If not, my friends either criticize/laugh like idiots.

29. Is there someone you don't really know but you bother about?
Yeah

30. Whose car were you last in?
no idea

31. Last thing you ate?
The Original Quadratini

32. Last thing you drank?
Plain water

33. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching tv, deciding whether t bathe not.

34. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
check e clock & start text-ing

35. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
9 Hours

36. What do you have planned for tonight?
tuition & for a v long time come home t my mom's home cooked food

37. Who was the last person to make you laugh so hard?
Myself. how pathetic.

38. Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
My mom. If a slipper is also considered 'clothes', then it's gta be Nicholas (:

39. Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
No idea

40. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
My mom. like, every night

41. Which of your friends live closest to you?
My 'Boy'Friend. Nicholas Tan ^^. actually, Edger too. he's juz living opposite. &.. Yaorui

42. Did you have a dream last night?
Yes, stupid I dream everyday
&& did i say, 2 nights ago i dreamt of myself beside Harry Potter & Ron Weasley & I WAS A WIZARD TOO ! Voldemort kidnapped Cho Chang in Mayflower Sec. HAHAHAHAZXZXZXZ

43. Did you just wake up?
Durhh, no.

44.Last movie you watched?
KungFu Panda {in a cinema}, KungFu Dunk {from a cd}

45.Are you happy right now?
Not really.

46.What did you say last?
On e phone, "It's nice t see you too"
Face t Face, "I'll be done soon"

47.Are you excited?
A bit

48.Who made you laugh today?
Mommy, Nicholas, Papa, Myself

49.Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Only child

50.Do you smile a lot?
not really. they say i have my i-am-grumpy-dun-talk-to-me look on my face all day long ESPECIALLY in the morning on my way t school :D

OK. DONE !
at last. 50 questions are a handful. first time.

I love t have fun & I'm still not done having fun
I told Fiona/Zixuan/Baby : "If I go clubbing/try smoking, I can die this year peacefully"
Seriously, i think this is all there is t life. friends/bfs/misery/broke/party/drink/smoke/planerides/gettingfat/slimmingdown/DANCING/SHOPPING/makingup/love
yeahs. i think that's all. i've done everything. down t 2 only.
but I can't smoke 'cus nobody allows me to + I don't have e means to 'cus i forbid my own bf t stop smoking.
contradicting laa dey.
I KNOW !
one last thing t add on my list of things i must do in a life time : Grow Long Hair (:
no one has ever seen me in Long Hair. everyone thinks I would look like shit except my mom/baby{aft much consideration}
hhaas.
ironic isn't it? 16 years of my life & i've nvr had long hair. I only know how it feels t cut my hair ALL THE TIME ;D
ohwell.. I must also try Otoro - a part of a tuna that cost $30+ per slice that's as big as one piece of sashimi only - and... e best Jap food/icecream in e world.

ok. i must have drowned some ppl in my words.
done w this.
i'll upload sat's photos aft i edit bit.

KBYE~