2015

What can I say, other than that another year has passed?! Passed so quickly that I still remember every detail of my first day of 2014?! This is bananas.

December got me thinking, got me swearing, got me more and more excited....... For the year to end as quickly as possible.
I wish people could see the world. I am no Columbus, but at least I'm forced to see snippets of the world daily through my job. This world is a wretched place. People go around telling others that they are God's child, only to have their panties coming off even faster than I can say "pineapple" once they see ang-mohs. And the friends we have grown up with and thought would continue growing up further with take flight once they see another human being with long hair and big tits (or any kinda tits, just tits in general). I cannot help but be vulgar and blunt with my words because that's what people are becoming. People are becoming warped.

People change, granted. But is there really a need for an overhaul (of your life)? I haven't decided if it's the right age to pick up smoking and go hard on all the liqour, but at least I think it's time to respect yourself. Getting yourself wrapped up in the hands of different men? I thought we were getting too old for that. Or am I out of the game? I've learned that social media is evil, too. Never post what you don't want people to comment on online. If you're afraid of people judging you, then don't give them a reason to. Everyone judges, for sure. But you don't need nincompoops in your life to give extra credit to.

Don't really know what I'm driving at exactly, but it's just a mish-mash of thoughts on things I've encountered in the past month that have kept me up days on end pondering about what could possibly be in these people's minds that I fail to see.
I don't think I've grown a lot in 2014 but I've seen a lot and cried even more. I can only wish that I stay true to whatever is left of my values and don't fuck up even more. Given, I need to change my attitude and... Myself. A lot harder than said. I have not decided if I should love unconditionally. To love unconditionally gives so much joy but unrequited love, that's another story.

I like how my first day of 2015 went... Drink, shout, play, drink, sleep, wake up, karaoke, sleep again, movie, McBreakfast, stay over: All in a single morning :) More of such happy moments please. I hope the Human Resource God blesses me with a satisfactory paying job with an even more satisfying job scope with the most satisfactory colleagues & boss. Till then, let's hope love keeps my diminishing bank account afloat.