Time...changes...

I'm a dinosaur. Roar.

Today, I got a little depressed.

Last Thursday at work, I met a German guy. He was nice and cool, loved Haribo gummy bears as much as I did and scolded lotsa harmless vulgarities. I liked him. So I stayed back after work to chat with him for an hour or so. Before I went home, I told him "See you on Sunday!". But fast forward to Sunday, he was gone, checked out before I even reached work. 

And that's when it hit me. That people walk in and out of your life far too easily, even if you don't want them to. You get sad, but life moves on. 

Time is the culprit for ruining relationships, but is also the remedy for mending broken hearts.

As I'm typing this, I'm sitting on the floor in my living room and my boyfriend's lying on my lap, fast asleep. So much has happened in this almost-3 years we've been together and nothing has been smooth for us of late. 

Do people stay together just because they've been through so much? And then they decide that you've grown too used to each other to give up now? 

I've had too much to think of this past 1 month and I still do not have answers. I think I've settled for an answer long ago, before my heart realised, but I just didn't have the courage to do it. I just hope within this week, things change. Afterall, people change faster than you can imagine.

I think it's just one of those days, where I've been surrounded by people too often that I need some time to myself.

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