2014 II

 

Sour plump (yes plump, you saw that right) tee-shirt from retarded bro, Trafflock! Yup, that really looks like me. 

 

Winning Best Event of The Year award and celebrating it with the Excos.

 

The amazing dancer girls whom I will be training intensely with for months to come - D-MeisterZ 

 

Sometimes my job gets so tough. I form friendships with my guests and then I have to see them leave for good or indefinitely. It really feels like I'm losing a friend. Anyhow, goodbye to the nerdiest German I've ever seen. See you in Berlin if I ever head there :)

 

The bestest friend Su Juan who does not indulge in the joys/woes of social media. So glad for her for she is the only friend who has seen me through all my break ups right up from the first and seen me shed countless of tears and keep me away from harm's way when I lost love and lost my senses in the process. Sometimes it seems impossible to me that a person of such a different character from mine could come into my life. To know that someone who is not blood related to you can look out for you as much as her and be ever ready to drop anything she's doing to listen to your problems when you're down. She knows me best I would say, better than any other human being in the world and I'm so glad to have you, as much as other people are thankful for having you in their lives.

"A relationship is meant for 2. But people forget that sometimes"

Wish the rest of 2014 can be as amazing as how it has been so far. Hoping to switch this blog back to being a light-hearted one. I've been emo for way too long and it finally feels good to keep things out of my head by keeping myself busy. 

Mending relationships, having ghostly encounters, being engulfed in smoke, 60c KFC floats and drinking alcohol half asleep, that's what Batam was made of. 2D1N really is too short for a place like that. But we'll slowly make our way up and embark on further trips. It's never good to be too ambitious.

Setting resolutions for the clique, Toilet Gang, for 2014. We promise to make time out of our busy (and clashing) schedules to head to interesting places all over Singapore at least once every 2 months and not only meet for unhealthy supper at Ang Mo Kio Garden Mcdonald's all the time. 

You only come across such friends once in a lifetime. Those that you can shamelessly ask for a ride home and will actually fetch you home unbegrudgingly, hang till 4am just talking about every ex we ever had and belting out songs in less than stellar voices. They are the reason why I always put friends over anyone else (other than my parents). It's even greater to grow up together and see each other's siblings change as time progresses too, slowly integrating into each other's families. Even greater picturing our future kids playing together while we sip our English Tea at some atas cafe. Here's to a lifetime of friendship!

At least now I can say for sure I am slowly getting over you, over us.

Never having a status does not make it hurt any less. It's still the same, getting screwed over time & again. Just wish I had known better and seen through you... or me.

"I love you. But I'm not in love with you. How do you say goodbye to someone you love?"

That's what I'm still figuring out.