17 again, not.

Happy 17th Birthday to Meself!

My first proper birthday {party} which I can call my own and actually really rmb it for good.

It was near hell for me. Worrying about the guests, the food, the fire which wouldn't start and manymany things. But everything wouldn't be half as good without my parents, Nicholas & Shermaine and everyone else who bothered to turn up :) You guys really don't know how much I appreciated your prescence. I kept having this nightmare that only 1/2 person would turn up. This has made me treasure each and every single one of my friends & has let me know how important you guys mean to me.

But I guess no matter how good this sounds there still had to be disappointment.

I mean, that disappointment had to be hiding somewhere right? like lurking around in the dark waiting to prance on me when I'm most vulnerable.

Thanks again for the wonderful presents! The polaroid, the high cut shoes, apparels, accesories, chocolates... ... the self-designed eyeshadow palette that Sophie gave was so sincere, juz like every other year! haha :D I have no idea why I can nvr design like her even after sitting with her in class for so xtremely long.

Loved the cards and notes you guys designed and wrote which was so xtremely cute. Muz get some pics of it :)

But I am most guilty for the lack of food cuz the fire couldn't start and I heard that many people had only 1 chicken wing and sausage or sth which was so effing pathetic. The food was only officially ready at 11+ and almost everyone had gone alr. Have to thank Elysia, Jessica and Justin for finishing 20+ chicken wings and manymany otahs&satays. haha so cute! Oh, and Evon for being able to make it to the chalet despite having exams on Monday.

I feel like I juz finished giving a Thank You speech at the Grammy's & I muz thank you if you managed to finish reading everything till the end too.

With lots&lots of Love,

XOXO