Juz yearning.

School is juz filled with dance/tests and I'm juz downright sick of it already. I don't know. Feeling pretty shitty & cranky now and there's still PW tmr. thank goodness I'm meeting twin afterwards.
I'm sorry for allowing this space to fill with awkward pauses/silences juz when I finally got it going. I have no idea how to find time to do things like this anymore. Next year go poly with derrick so I can blog as much as I want lur :D
So much for not concentrating in class. My CT told my mum he suspected I may be suffering from Hyperactive-ness. HAHA LIKE WTH!!! You should know better than that right. loser sial.
Have no idea where's everyone disappearing to. I seem to be the only person who's free now. Where did the days when ppl had to book/make appointments a one month before going out with me go to? haha. ok fine I'm exaggerating a hell lot but yes, where did my xtremely busy days go to? They seem to have gradually come to an abrupt hault which I am not used to a single bit.

Chalet last week was juz energy draining. Dance > BBQ and I only had 1 chicken wing. The night was spent playing cards, laughing my breathless laughs eyes half-closed, drinking 1 shot of tequila & martell each and getting silent explosions in my ear, watching ppl get wasted (which was such a sight I muz say) and finally getting some rest by the pool with Nic till e next morning,
where I rushed home to get some sleep for NDPreview later which was awesome. By the time I had dinner I was juz complaining bout every damn shit cuz I was juz plain tired and couldn't wait to get home. Picture this: Eating dinner at TCC @ 9-10+ and actually falling asleep there, eventually skipping dessert before walking what muz have been at least 1km juz for the bus stop...
So yes, that was my weekend last week.

Sorry for lengthy post. It's juz that life's becoming routine-y and I cannot wait to express every single bit of my not-so-juicy details of my life here.

Yearning for the wrong things. I stepped an inch too deep in. Why oh why? Cannot hide it, yet cannot express it. But I believe she's reading the signs.