WOOTS : sad

2009 has juz arrived but i feel so moody already

e word 'moody' seems t be a rudely and hastily shoved word thrown into my life {dunno if this sentence makes any sense}.

cried like, a few times, VERY easily. hmms. but i have ruled that it is most likely due to pms.

even though i spent 2/3 of my time with nicholas, i still feel he's not spending enough time with me.

i cry 'cuz my leg hurts aft walking on heels too long, 'cuz i'm broke, 'cuz i dun wna step out with my 'at-home' hair juz 'cuz mummy insists, 'cuz i wna go home, 'cuz ... ... ... of nothing.

i'm being very unreasonable nowadays.

saturday was probably one of e worst&best days of my relationship with Nicholas.

we spent e first half of e day quarreling v loudly on e streets {actually it was him} and had dinner w his family before gg Vivo.

THAT, was when e fun started.

we talked, cried, laughed then played games. childish ones actually. & did reasonable and modest acts t profess our love for one another and met up with his family again t watch Ip Man.

MY GOD ! it's the best show ever ! i totally love it. brilliant fighting. Great Watch Of The Month.

ytd {which ended half an hour ago}, was juz as great too.

i have t say, Nicholas is e Best Boyfriend of all times. He bought me 2 River Island Wallets and aft which, his whole fortune {including his posb acc} was only left with $13 so much so that i had t treat him lunch :D

it's pretty funny. when you're poor, such presents make a big deal (:

but when you're rich, every present is non-sentimental and is a small deal ):

ok. now sitting here reading some impolite mail(s) from ppl is so frustrating. not like i'm not frustrated enough. i hate disappointment.

brass knuckles