Boos

woke up w a gush of sorrow? fury? disappointment? fear.
it's been a night of nightmares
fine. ghost/dark alleys/friends/tears.
couldn't force myself t open my eyes
it could have been rewarding. cuz all i've ever wanted t cry/shout/scream has been let out in my dream.
one thing i failed t do : slap her.
here, in reality, i juz can't do.
i can't bring myself t cry, cuz i won't.
no one knows bout this. maybe nvr. cuz no one's interested anyway
is it really that hard t smile? when was e last time i laughed really hard?

if only everyday could be a world of only me & some nerds studying along w Nic.

gosh. emo shyt is uncool.

17/7. Happy Birthday. enjoy yourself w her on this special occasion ^^
*i know you won't be reading this. but, what the heck.