Friday, June 27, 2008

WOOTS : lovely 4th month/troubled

Delayed
Love-ly 4th Month :*


it's already our fourth month dear. probably it's not a surprise t us anyways, but much more of a surprise t others :D
you've always been on my mind, & it seems that sometimes we are unable t be separated.
you know how some people {not referring t anyone here} call their steads 'someone' sometimes? i'll nvr do that k. 'cus you're definitely not just 'someone' t me, you're my greatgreatgreat bf {3
LoveYou. we'll always have fun. but you still owe me my LilPutt {mini golf} ):

*so much for Sat, hope it doesn't happen again. petty/not, i'll try t change. black faces aren't ideal for a celebration.


Saturday - an advance celebration
yeahs. t EastCoast at night till i couldn't take e stickiness on my face{seasalt}, that we had t go off, in search of a freaking toilet other than Mac/a toilet w ppl queuing right out of e door. blabber burst :D but i held on, yes.
took 5 buses this day - 165, 76, 135, 100, 980. so much for making use of my bus concession (:
had bkt at balestier at last !
nice lur but really pepper-ish {!}
filling but i was still geared up for more, meaning: supper!
bus-ed t sembawang t have midnight paper prata.
my family's + Nic's personal favourite (: thin cone-shaped prata w condensed milk&sugar.
wahahaha...
uber sinful.
cabb-ed home whereby he stayed for e night again.
i was totally zonked out D; ps-ed my sleep-less bf =X


First Day of School
fell asleep in class 2 times.
it's been damn long since i slept during lessons.
before school closed, sleeping in class deemed as sth i couldn't do. not cus i didn't wan t, but cus i can't. always found it hard t sleep. now, it's more than juz easy, it's a habit.
I SLEPT IN CLASS FOR BOTH DAYS OF SCHOOL DDDDDDD;
caught Get Smart in The Cathay w bf.
i urge everyone t catch it too !

i've been v bothered lately.
gg t school is so bothersome cuz some people juz makes it a chore for me.
if you wna be * dog, there you go>you have a place nicely beside * cuz i dun wna be a 'shoe polisher' like you. i will not think of all possible ways t make * laugh/follow you. clearly it's not workin' out between me&*. it's near over, * wna juz find someone t fill * emptiness and make it full like how it used t be. since i'm not e one, there you go>
if i'm not rushing around catching up on things i needa do, i'll be rushing t prepare t go out.
school/home - i dread both.

quarreled w that slut/fuckface ivy that day
hmms. fucking cb ppl deserve cb responses
what's w e short-temperness nowadays?
we're head-to-head, full frontal

heard lots bout you, the in-between person, always coming in at e right time t break others up. i've heard bout you. & now you're here, right in front of me.
of all times.
you gave him up, you forgot bout him. why should you step in now?
coincidental/too coincidental.
stop using him.

i've got too many problems.
everyday i wake up feeling like i've so many things on my mind.
i have t plan before i drag myself all e way t school.
i don't 'plan' like what t pack & all but how t not get stuck in a situation, if today is gna be how horrible i always imagine it t be.
no one knows. no one at all. only my best-est clos-est friend (:

juz wanting t go poly earns me a nagging
not good enough for you?/too slack?/too expensive?/i sure wun make it?
yeahs. you look down on me right now anyways. it doesn't matter.

xxxxx,
Shermaine

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